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well i finished my summer semester in college... i passed baking and sanitation with a B! and recieved my servsafe certificate :). i had to pass the compass exit exam to take college algebra in the fall. i got to take it twice. first time i made a 29 out of a 40.. i had to get 40 to pass it .. the second time i made a 39 so a lady told me i had to go up to the school office to redo my fall schedule and i meet with this lady from admissions and she tells me since i missed it by one point i can retake it or wait til the first day of fall classes and redo my schedule then.. i say i want to take it and she gives me a number to schedule a test.. they get me scheduled to take it.. let me take it.. and i pass! and then they tell me that this grade doesnt count because i already taken my test twice and dont know why some one would tell me i can take it again and that grades already went in and that its impossible to change it now unless i get my teacher to write a note saying he gave me permission to retake it and send it to this lady.. when it was there fault i get stuck retaking my stupid math class.. well before that i quit mcdonalds.. and didnt have a job for about a month but i got an interview with sea island co. which is a 5 star hotel resort thing and i almost had the job but i didnt call back quick enough and she interviewed some one when i called back and gave them the job.. but she said i was first in line to get a call when they needed some one else so now im just searching for any kind of job to put me through fall semester.. so i applied to harveys as stock person and my friends dad might try to help hire me and then i applied to pizza hut thats coming to where i live so i hope i get a job cause god knows i sure need it... i got basic food prep, hotel management, math again, and something else that im not sure of for fall semester..

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well i haven't posted in forever! well i have been through a lot since i last posted.. for one me and steven no longer talk because i wont give him what he wants.. i quit McDonald's because there were immature people working there and i wasn't going to put up with it any more.. Ive been going to my classes and its really fun the baking class anyways and im learning alot.. we had a platted dessert project and i did poured sugar as my garnish and every one was loving it. ha of course im going to use a mickey ds logo but my teacher asked if i ever did sugar work before and i said no and he said i really impressed him. and later he tried some of my chocolate lava cakes and he said i was doing really good today.. :) i love when i impress the chef. . but anyways later that day driving home and i have no ac and i had to drive an hour to get home in 105 degree heat and i got home and i didnt feel good.. my guess is i was heat exhausted because i got home sat around for a while and went to bed at 7 and woke up at 1150 the next morning i was passed out my mom tried to wake me up two to three times before.. but im tired again tonight i think im going to go to bed soon ill up date more tomorrow

06-14-2010/06-16-2010

the 14th..i went to school early to do some home work got most of it done and then went to class. had a pop quiz i made a 90 on! yay! did a group project to see how easy it is to mix up ingredients if you dont label them correctly. finished class and went home. got home played on the computer and went to bed.
yesterday... i woke up took a shower got dressed and sat around for a while then headed to school early so that i could get some work done but i only got about one section done went to class it was math so there wasnt that much to tell about i mean come one its math. so around 9 i left came home and got home around 10 or 1030 i watched tv and went to bed..
today.... today i had to get up at 6 so i could get ready for class, but i ended up getting up and ready at 7 a whole hour later so i had to leave at 730 and be in camden an hour later so i rushed to get there and forgot i wasnt supposed to wear flip flops but my teacher let me wear them so i wouldnt have to miss class. so he had a lecture, told us what were supposed to be doing, split us in to groups, and let us work. i made some different yeast breads. i made a professional looking keiser roll and every one told me they looked good. and my teacher chose mine to eat our hamburgers on and they were delicious. so after lunch we took a quick quiz and switched our stations and i got put on quick breads this time. i made some scones, oat meal cookies , and tried to make chocolate chip cookies and ended up putting too much four in them and had to throw them out.. but to be honest it was a LONG day but still pretty enjoyable. one mistake out of all that isnt that bad. but i learned about my future career. the chef told us that a baker or pastry chef will start work at 1 in the morning and wont stop til everything is done. well i dont mind what time i start i love baking and if waking up that early to do it i will. he also said that bakers are the worlds worst eaters because they have to eat on the go. so we cleaned up and grabed our breads and went home. i came home and told my family about my day and cooked spagetti with fresh home made french bread garlic toast which was wonderful. and now im just playing on the computer thinking about going to bed this early. lol

i dont really have that much to write do i?? its because i forget half the stuff that happens lol

06-10-2010/06-13-2010

well thursday i went to brunswick early because i saw on my student email that i was offered a student loan by the college, i went to talk to the financial aid lady and found out i was offered 3500 from the loan. and i also have the pell grant of up to 3600 so i will have next year of college all paid for. but after i talked to the financial aid lady i went and got my pell check cashed it and put it in the bank paid for my uniform and went to math class. on the way home. on that hour drive home i had a lot to think about. and it turns out i am going to get that loan but im not going to use it for school. because the pell grant will pay for all of it. so im going to save that money. i get little bit of it every semester so i will have all of it by jan. and then i get my income taxes so im going to save all that money and save some of my money from work and go buy me the kia soul my dream car. i should have a pretty good size down payment. im also going to fix the car i have now so that when i buy my car i can give it to my mom so she can have a car.
the next day friday. i didnt have class but i did have to work. so i went to work. i worked with james and rodney. it was a pretty hectic day at work. i dont think we had one moment where we had nothing to do. and the whole time the manager was telling me i was going to slow. of course i was going slow it was my first day back in two weeks! but i didnt mind i did what i had to do and got done. and we went home
saturday.. well i spent all day saturday trying to get my back from hurting. it was killing me. but just in time for work it stopped hurting and i went to work. and it was no where near as busy as it had been the day before. i ended up cleaning all day so we could get out of there early. and it was a pretty good day i talked to just about every one at work which i normally dont do. i talked to james most because i like talking to him about school he is just about the only one who listens to that kind of talk. but i told him i might be bringing some cookies to work next weekend so i can practice my baking. man those cookies that my teacher made were the best in the world. but anyways we got out early and i went home and played on the computer a while and then went to bed
today. i woke up washed my closed watched alice in wonderland. took a shower and got dressed and waiting to go to work.

06-08-2010/06-09-2010

well yesterday i slept late and then got up cause i had to go talk to my boss about not being able to come in because of classes. i told her my schedule and that was it. i came home and talked to my mom a min and then i went to summer waves cause i was tired of sitting at home alone. i went to summer waves got burnt, went and applied for a starter loan (didnt get it), then drove all the way to camden and went to math class and the teacher was pretty fun. i think i might be able to learn something from him. came home and went to bed.
today i had to get up early around 6 or 630 because i had a 9 hour baking class to go to at 830 and i had to go to camden. it took about an hour maybe more to get there. got to class and sat there a min. we started class just going over the normal stuff and i bought my baking book during a break and i love my teacher he is so funny :) i think im gonna have fun in this class. but any ways he started to demonstrate how to cook some stuff and he said were going to make some ka chocolate chip cookies some one looks at him and he says kick @$$ cookies me and some other girl start laughing i never expected a college professor to say that :) but any ways they were pretty amazing cookies. i got my order form for my uniform and got my loan so i can buy the uniform. i still need some money for it but i will get it. and then i found out that i need a knife set to im like omg this college stuff is expensive.. im glad that all i need cause im out of moola lol .. so me and my mom and step dad went out to eat and came home and applied to seasons of japan.. i love chinese food i would love to cook it. so now im on the computer just playing around about to go to bed cause im EXHAUSTED!

06-01-2010/06-07-2010

ok so the first i went to work with steven, his sister kk, and frank was there for a while but left around 6 or 7 but a couple days before then i had told steven i only wanted to be friends and the whole time at work he ignored me and every one at work knew there was something going on.. but anyways a couple hours of working together and he ran out of things to do so he had to talk to me. and we got out job done i came home and went to bed. the next day i had off cause i was supposed to go to mississipi for the week and ended up not going so i stayed home and relaxed... i told steven how i now know why he kept changing his mind and he basically told me he already liked some one else and should move on.. two days! not even that. but i told him i was trying and laughed and that was all that was said the next day he text me late that night and i waited an hour to text him back just to him i was coming back from some other guys house.. it was way later than i usually hung out with him and i really didnt hang out with any one... i hope it made him jealous cause thats what i was trying to do. but anyways friday me my mom and sister and her son ethan and my older sister and her two daughters headed to macon. my cousin joanna graduated that saturday so we hung out with family that friday and had to wake up really early to go to the ceremony and afterwards we had a party. all kinds of people were there. pizza and nennies homemade pasta salad and pool all day was excellent. we left shortly after all that because my nennie got an attitude for no reason so we took a 5 hour drive that took forever and i slept the whole way. the next day my family went to summer waves and it rained the whole time so we came home and today i cleaned a little went and got my check cashed it got in a fight with my sister and that thing she calls a fiance went and bought my book and found out the price of the other book.. and then i went to class.. sanitation.. it was pretty much boring..and i have 5 chapters to read before next monday!! god i have a busy week. but my show is on so i wont me on again til later..

05-26-2010 to 06-01-2010

ok on the 26th me and my family went to the beach then after that a whole lot of drama started between my sister and her babys daddy and his family and candis so called best friend her best friend of course i missed half of it becuase i was hanging out at stevens house but i came home and drama was still going on and to cut things short my mom and sister almost got ran over by candis baby daddys moma. but things settled and i no longer talk to them. we all went to bed and the next day i had to work with a sun burn. but it wasnt that bad. me steven and james worked. james kept messing with me about how steven is joining the military and when he does hes gonna call for me and im moving to where ever he goes im like no.. we dont even date. cause some one cant make up there mind and is scared. but other than that it was a good night. the next day at work was pretty hectic. i worked with greg and rodney and greg went to break and i got stuck on the table we got so busy in there and neither rodney or nicole would help me on the table.. or the grill because some thing about the fry hopper. so i got so behind and greg came back and saved us all. i got to admit he earned my respect a little. but the next day was pretty dead at work it went by so slow and when it was time to go home it was raining pretty hard and i had to stand in the rain to unlock my car i was soaked. came home and watched tv with my mom and told steven how i felt. i told him i wanted to be friends because i cant wait on him forever. and to me its like he didnt even care. he told me if thats what i think is best. like im not even good enough to fight for. but any ways yesterday it rained all day and wasnt really that busy except a couple times. i guess people coming from the beach. but it was pretty fun day kk from work (stevens sister) always fun to work with heard me singing.. i never sing in front of people.. but it was pretty fun and we got out at 12 and i came home and watched tv and talked to steven and he ended up falling asleep on me .. again.. (on the phone not litearlly on top you perv.. )but any ways today.. i got up and me and my family was supposed to go to the bar pit again but it was closed and they went to the beach and i had to come home because i have to work and by the time i got there i would have had to leave. so i work tonight with steven... and thats all now i have to go take a shower. so later